Well, today is day 6 for feeling stable. You read that correct: stable. What does feeling stable consist of? I don't want to kill myself, for starters. Or cut. I'm not full of despair and hopelessness, and I actually kind of feel like how I think a person should feel.
Score one for the team.
This is great! This is awesome! Right? Right?
And yet I struggle. With what, you ask? I still just feel empty, hollow. I have no motivation or drive. And I feel like any second this all is going to come crashing down around me. And I don't know what to do about these feelings. It's frustrating, honestly.
I don't even know what to write right now.
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